Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Years!!!
SO! My 1st resolution is very important to me as I've tried to do 'it' every year since I've gained the weight and haven't been motivated enough to even try longer than, maybe, two months. It's more than "lose weight and eat healthy and exercise"- I want that lifestyle change. I think most people have that for a resolution- to take better care of their bodies- but for some reason, most of us fail. Maybe it's cuz our motivations are wrong. Maybe it's cuz it seemed like a good idea at the time and we just weren't ready. I need to get ready. I've seen posts and articles and commercials (more and more it seems) regarding type 2 diabetes. Now diabetes runs rampant in my family, and if you don't take care of yourself while you're young, chances are you can give yourself this horrible, and incurable, disese before you reach fourty. I've got ten years to get my act in gear! My motivation in the past was always to be thin so I can feel sexy/pretty. In this past year I've learned to love myself for who I am. My looks (which really have nothing to do with my weight!), and more than the superficial, the HEART of who I am. I am willing to try, and succeed, because I want to be healthy! I have been munching on the not-so-healthy stuff that the holiday's offer- not sleeping well and not taking care of myself at all really. So I have been lethargic and that makes my day just go down the toilet. I want to be energized and enjoy life, my children and everything else I enjoy. I want to live well into my golden years without the pain and discomfort that I see my grandmother-in-law going through. I want to not worry about slowly killing myself with food- and being a better role model to my kiddos. I hope I'm doing it for all the right reasons now! And looking and feeling better about myself? Just a wonderful side effect.
Along with my physical well being (which is more than just food and exercise!) I want to nurture my spiritual well being. Now it's no secret that I *heart* Jesus. But I haven't been maturing as a Christian very quickly. When things get too complicated in life or I have too much on the go, my faith takes a back seat. No more praying, bible study, devotions. Nada. I want to rectify that NOW! My spiritual health is the ONLY thing more important than my physical health- cuz let's face it- our bodies will, indeed, die. Again, the side effects of being spiritually healthy are wonderful! I don't get depressed, angry, bitter or anxious as easy because I am seeing things from a Godly standpoint. I am more patient, loving and considerate. I don't get offended as easily. AND I am a good example to my children and others around me. Even Jesus said that it was important to act out your faith- that it is what will have people asking about Him. THEN you can preach! People don't nessicarily enjoy being preached too when they didn't ask.
I think if I can be on the ball with those two things- my next resolution should be no problem! See, I have a horrible time procrastinating and leaving things until the last minute. It's never good and it's always stressing me out. I found that procrastinating is really just a fancied up term for wasting time. So I am going to be more diligent in getting things done when I have the time and not to be wasting so much time.
I am also going to be better at not wasting resources so I can be more generous. That's my next resolution, to be more giving of time and money.
Next is to get my learner's permit. That's right. I don't even know how to drive. So I will definatly work on that this year as I was told that I can become a Stampin' Up! demonstrator IF I get my license and can drive myself around. I don't blame my honey for saying that :D It's not going to be too much fun for him to drive me all over the city doing girly parties :D
And lastly- I am going to try to work it out so I can work from home doing what I love- making cards and invites and favours. So I am excited to get started- but it's hard to talk on the phone and blog at the same time- so take care and good luck with the resolutions :D
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
And into the New Year.
She got some really cool gifts. This outfit being one of them! She also got a Bratz doll. That was funny. My dad called and asked what Lexie wanted. I told him that she wanted Bratz dolls- but no BLONDE ones cuz she already had two Cloe dolls. Well what does he get? A BLONDE ONE!!! I say "Dad- I said NO blonde ones- she's already got two!" and dad was like "No- you said no BLACK ONES!!"- No I did not!!!! It's kinda funny but it makes me sound like a bigot- and I'm SO NOT!- so thanks. Thanks alot dad.
SO Project- been a little while :D I am very happy with this one. These were my Christmas cards that I handed out to my church family this year. I got the idea from Lauren Meader (she IS my creative brain :D) and made a sort of bag/card. I usually make chocolates to give away- and I thought this was an awesome way to give a card AND chocolates. So here's the card:
Monday, December 29, 2008
All is Well and I'm Rested!
Friday, December 26, 2008
Merry Merry Christmas
Allow me to wax philosophically if you will ;) (LOL)
I come from a broken family. My brother and I share both father and mother, while my younger sister has a different dad. My real dad went on and had another family of his own with two new children. My mom had been re-married before and that man is now deceased, but had three kids too. So growing up, I was really really (REALLY) against the whole idea of a mixed family. I hated "Half" this and "Step" that. I loved my sister to peices and didn't think of her as a 'half' sister- but it was hard when her dad married my mother's sister and had a son- so now my cousin was her brother and they saw each other as brother and sister as the families still remained close. When my ex-step-dad died, his son that moved out here to be closer to him and, and his wife and children moved back across the country- so I no longer had an 'step' siblings. I didn't talk to my dad's side of the family much and it was hard to talk to these 'other' siblings of mine because I only met them later in life and they were strangers to me.
The Lord works in mysterious ways!
I began talking to a friend that I hadn't spoken to since high school and she wanted some baby annoucnements for her sister as a gift (post to come later). In talking with her- she shared her amazing, and rather large, family story with me. Now she has steps and halfs all over the place - but she doesn't see them as that- even tho her mother isn't with the men who were father's to some of these 'step' siblings. They were all family. It didn't matter where they came from or who their parents were- they were family. Plain and simple. Even this 'sister' of hers wasn't a blood relative, but her ex-sister-in-law- and that didn't make HER any less family either. It was her sister. My friend really opened my eyes to what family really was and what it meaned to be in an extended and crazy family. Sure, it was hard explaining who was who and it wasn't picture perfect June Cleaver type of stuff- but family isnt' that way. Even the most un-divorced, un-halfed families out there can be quite dysfuncional. So here in my small minded stance of "family is what my mother bore", I was quite humbled. Now- I am happily married, don't get me wrong, but I was so against it that I would get 'fixed' in order to not have children that were half siblings to my existing kids. It would've really bothered me if Chris went out and had more children. But don't worry- all that is moot. We are very happy!!!
So my wonderful Christmas gift this year was from God Himself (well- other than Christ of course!) and it was peace. Contentment. I get so wrangled up in what to get others and what I want that I forget the wonderful blessings. This was an amazing year. We spent the day with my family- and what a family it was!!! My mom and step-dad (whom I call dad as he's been like a father to me for the past few years and I love him as such), my brother, sister, grandmother. And then it got crazy!! My aunt and uncle- their son (my sister's brother). Another aunt and uncle who've been pretty reclusive for years - it was so nice to see them and include them. Then my ex-step-brother who has moved back with his wife and children. First thing he said when he saw me was "how's it going sis?" The fact that it's been seven long years and he still looks at me like a little sister resonated in my mind. I liked it. And it made me realize that despite everything that happened- they were still my family.
Times were tough on my parents this past year. They were in a pretty bad accident last year and finances weren't really great. They weren't able to give gifts this year and it really bothered my mom until recently. She was given a peace about what Christmas means-not the gifts or the meal and all the trimmings. But Christ and what He stood and still stands for. She opened her door to many and her peace hit us all. Chris and I were in a bit of debt ourselves and weren't able to buy oodles of gifts for the kids. We fought like crazy over this and have every Christmas we've been together and have had kids. We spent a few hundred on our brood and they got a ton of gifts- but they were becoming materialistic and overwhelmed at it all. This year we could only get them a few gifts each- and you know what - they were HAPPY!!! Content. Playing with their goodies and not having to un-wrap and run and get shuffled from place to place. The day was so slow and casual and enjoyable. I can't wait til next year to remind myself of this and cut out fighting over finances. Stressing over the perfect gift. Giving myself enough time to do meaningful this for the people I love. Sharing and giving to those in need and teaching my children those values. NOT fighting with my husband- and being able to enjoy the holidays for what it is. So in our humble, present-less state- we had a better and more merry Christmas than one I could remember.
Back to the idea of family and contemplating all these things on the ride home, I thought of my real father, who I haven't spoken to in months and seems that I am always the one calling him. I can be bitter and turn my back on him and his side of the family - be content in my 'perfect' bubble. But God put it on my heart to call him- wish him a Merry Christmas. Now that I did it on Christmas and not before shows him I expect nothing from him, and in our conversation showed him that he always has a place in my life. Another hard thing was calling my 'half' sister. I always felt so awkward around her and my (ahem) 'half'brother. I liked my little bubble with my little 'perfect' family. But my, OTHER sister once said that she always wanted an older sister and when she heard she had one, she was ecstatic. But it wasn't what I wanted or what she needed- then again, God put it on my heart that it isn't about me and what I want. It's not even about her and what she wants. It's about HIM. This season. The family we have. The things we do. It's all to share His message and to glorify Him. So I called and wished her a Merry Christmas too and had a wonderful talk.
So if you read this, my dear friend with your rather large and complicated family, thank you for putting it all into percpective. I have THREE brothers. TWO sisters. A SISTER IN LAW and more neices and nephews than just the little one I chose to acknowledge. I have a large family - not a half family- but a WHOLE one because I love them all wholey. This was the gift that God gave to me this wonderful, precious season. Better than any present under the tree or trinket in the stocking. It was wonderful, magical and spiritual.
Now that I shared all that with you- I hope it can open someone's eyes to the wonder and magic of Christmas not found in any parcel- so may all your Christmases be like mine. Full of love, family, laughter and peace.
Love always: Brandie :)
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
'Tis the Season
Monday, December 15, 2008
Christmas Stockings and Birthday Surprises
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Finally finished... for now
SO- I FINALLY finished my mom's birthday gift. Finished them all on Saturday night and was able to give them to her on Sunday at church. She hadn't looked through them all yet, but every time we had prayer sisters at my house I'd show her what new thing I'd made. Not a great surprise- but I get so excited that I want to show someone! So after an evening of making 16 envelopes and re-making a magazine holder cuz I didn't like the first one, I was done done done! And able to, with a clear conscience, go onto making my Christmas crafts- more on that later :D
I made a couple of types of baby cards for mom too. I made her a bunch of Congratulations cards last year- and she's been using them when someone would have a baby. She wanted specifically for a baby this time, so I decided to give waterfall cards a try. Instead of the traditional directions found on SCS- I made my tab longer (can't remember how much longer- sorry) and only 1.25 inches wide. The squares are actually inches :) I also put six squares on them so I could spell BABY in blocks and have the train and caboose. The trains are from the New Arrival cartridge from Cricut and I cut them at one inch. I layered them (as you can choose 2 different layers). They still needed something, so I added some stickles (darn those things are addictive!) for 'smoke', 'cargo' in the train cars and on each of the wheels.
I did the same idea for the girly cards, but used the outfit selection for something girly. I also made 'sugared' brads by adding stickles to them and rubbing them over the surface and letting them dry. I embossed the main paper and it still looked plain so I added a couple of different things. I tried putting a peice of paper behind the waterfall- but the squares kept getting stuck on it. So I just made two strips on either side, stamped and inked the edges. Added a ribbon and put stickles along the side. I wasn't too sure about these either- but everyone who saw them assured me they turned out just fine.
So there's the sets! I put them into the magazine holders (that, of course, don't match but whatever. Mom liked them and the organization concept!) I did have fun doing that and I think it would be cute to make a 'set' for cards and a holder. So if you haven't tried making a mini magazine holder yet, go and try it out- they are loads of fun and a great way to present your masterpeices!